Alone time. It is to me one of life's greatest moments where you can experience peace and reflect on things. It's where you can be yourself without being judged by others. People tend to criticize everything that is weird or peculiar in this world if its autism, rheumatism or whatever they have no rite to do so because most times they do even weirder things or have things just like you or me in private so please don't judge a book by its cover. And take some time for yourself once in a while.