From addiction to sex, drugs and other stuff my addiction was pretending to be someone I was not. Everyday at school I had to be this perfect student to be an example for others but at home it was a different story it didn't matter who i tried to portray all my folks cared about was themselves and whether or not I had stuff . They neglected my emotional needs. They thought that only material things could have gotten to my heart, yes that may be true for some but that was not the case here. I had suffered being in the shadows making everyone think that everything was alright but it was not i was okay on the outside but was suffering on the inside